Rumi
Posted on: 19 May 2016 @ Thursday, May 19, 2016
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Aku tipu sebenarnya.
You do guess it right.

Tapi tak ada baiknya pun kalau aku mengaku.
Lambat laun takut buat gaduh
sebab masing-masing struggle nak sorok tengah makan hati.

As far as I can see,
you look so happy.
And who am I to ruin it.

Last senester, you had a hectic life.
Problem dengan kawan yang tak reti do her own part in group project
sampai kau sanggup stay up volunteer siapkan sendiri,
padahal esok tu kelas pukul 8 pagi.
Lepas tu struggle nak siapkan those projects dengan due date nak hantar assignments / lab reports and
at the same time kena study untuk upcoming quizzes & tests.

But
look at you now..
Is this the same person yang aku tengok almost give up on herself dulu tu?
Maybe this is the reward dari Allah for all your hard work and patience.
So, just let me let you live the moment.
Tak apa.
It's fine.

Okay. Aku tipu lagi.
Hati ada sipi-sipi tak ikhlas sebenarnya ni.
Tapi pelan-pelan pujuk in shaa Allah boleh.
Ha this time I really mean it.

Ala we are on our early 20s pun kan.
In shaa Allah, ada banyak masa lagi.
Still too early nak fikir pasal benda ni.

My aim for now is nak grad Dip in Sc. ni with ANC.
Ya Allah AMIN Ya Allah.
So I shoud keep my head on my studies so that in the future boleh dapat kerja bagus, payment pu bagus.
Lepas tu, kita buat meet up, setiap hujung bulan aku belanja korang semua makan besar,